PASSION

Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
But lend me your heart and I'll just let you fall
Lend me your eyes and I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free


Monday, November 26, 2012

33 WAYS TO BE CREATIVE


33 WAYS TO BE CREATIVE

1. MAKE LISTS

2. CARRY A NOTEBOOK EVERYWHERE

3. TRY FREE WRITING

4. BE OTHERWORLDLY

5. QUIT BEATING YOURSELF UP

6. TAKE BREAKS

7. SING IN THE SHOWER

8. DRINK COFFEE OR TEA

9. KNOW YOUR ROOTS

10. LISTEN TO NEW MUSIC

11. BE OPEN

12. SURROUND YOURSELF WITH CREATIVENESS 

13. GET FEEDBACK

14. COLLABORATE

15. DON'T GIVE UP

16. PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE

17. ALLOW YOURSELF TO MAKE MISTAKES

18. GO SOMEWHERE NEW

19. WATCH FOREIGN FILMS

20. COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS

21. GET LOTS OF RESTS 

22. TAKE RISKS

23. BREAK THE RULES

24. DO MORE OF WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY

25. DON'T FORCE IT

26. READ A PAGE OF THE DICTIONARY

27. CREATE A FRAMEWORK

28. STOP TRYING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE'S PERFECT

29. GOT AN IDEA? WRITE IT DOWN

30. CLEAN YOUR WORKPLACE

31. HAVE FUN

32. FINISH SOMETHING

33. GET AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER... NOW



Ciao~




Ghosts


those ghosts... aren't ghosts. 

they are my loved ones.

his is my loved one.

have you lost someone you love?

have anyone that you love just left?

anyone that you love aren't there anymore?

sometimes, when you're left up
all alone
you felt that
being single
is after all, not a bad thing.

but what about those happy times?

are those just... memories?

or was it just some... moments?


should you meet up someone you like

and just nice, he likes you too

what's wrong being together, right?

but all these changes,
when pain
is in the heart.

Leaving a loved ones,
saying Good-bye,
knowing that you could never
hug him tightly,
kiss him on his cheek,
and whisper in his ears
those silly secrets
laughing without reasons;
that lost, pain,
is eating you up,
 inside of me.
That sense of oneness,
is just apart
broken into pieces.
 you want to mend so badly,
but there seemed impossible.
the feeling
of warming each other,
of looking at each other,
with just a breath away,
 with your fingers
crawling their ways
among his hair
and have you lips
down his neck.
that calmness
that gave you strength
to even face world-ends.
the feeling,
when hands are held tightly,
where your fingers fit nicely
into his
perfectly.
you could even taste his breath
love the way he touch you
and just embrace that moment
you...
you...
now is all gone.
for he 
is just another ghost
inside me.

and like this
i keep him alive.

*dedicated to those who just lost someone they love.
especially my dear friend, Em.




 
 

 

Thursday, November 22, 2012

i don't mean that FIRST TIME !

NO PICTURES AVAILABLE?

you got to be kidding me.
isn't that A picture?

Well, thanks reader, but not what i intended to put up.
my intention was FIRST TIME.

This is the case.
~ ~ ~
I just enjoyed my best evening with my friends
last tuesday
watching Rise of the Guardian.
If you read my previous story, 
i talk a great deal about it.

*
Anyway, what i intended to talk
is about
FIRST TIME.
my first time.
now don't get me wrong,
because this is the not that
you-know-what-that-first-time means.
I hate it but, i have to specific.

I had my first time winning something on a radio contest,
i had my first time watching a 3D movie,
and i had... bla bla bla...

OKAY. 
you'll most probably be bored to death 
and ignore my story if i'd continue on.
***

heck
BEING SPECIFIC IS BORING!

Why?
because it leaves no room for creativity.
no room to imagine.
no chance to day dream.
A is A, and B is B.
1 is 1 and 2 is not 3.

i admit,
i love science
which is knowledge.
but i love arts too.
i love randomness.
irregularity.
no rules or strings attached.  
FREE-dom.

and... you don't really get free-dom by being specific.
***

this is what you get when you're not being specific to .. Google.

I surf Google Image for
my first time
and what do i get?

NONSENSE

CRAP

NOT MENTIONING SEX

AND ....

well, pictures say a thousand word.
just take a look.
(and this in only the first page of results of searching  my first time in Google Image)
   


this



this



and this



and....?



 and that


OMG. vulgar. 18PL!!
sorry i cannot put up here



and etc. 

**
So what's happening?
this world is so polluted
even my slightest naiveness
will be devoured by this... temptations?

so i had to be specific
to Google Search
typing in 
first time having fun with friends

to get this

never mind the poker
****
As a science-biology student,
i was taught to be specific.
but somehow,
i just feel that
"yea, we need to be specific, in some areas,
but not everywhere."
otherwise,
you'll be boring.
and... 
that's kinda sad.

i love the randomness of life
embracing coincdence
and just going to the unknown
realizing that you're not the only one
makes you wanna live even more.

Ciao!




Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Premiere Screening Passes to Rise of the Guardians







there is this contest on Red Fm :


On Air 
Be the 9th SMS-er through when your hear the cue to win 4 Premiere Screening Passes to the movie "Rise Of The Guardians" on 20th November, Tuesday, 9pm at GSC Tropicana City Mall!

seriously? i won?!!
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just won 4 Premiere Screening Passes
to the movie 
 "Rise Of The Guardians"!!!!!!!!!
 Thank God!!!
hahahaha!!!
wait wait.
pardon me, let me chill down first...
PHEW~
so, yes, i just got a call from Jeremy, 
DJ of the Red fm,
that i am the 9th Sms-er
to win that awesome premiere screening passes.

****
So just to tell you,
i totally have no intention to win.
i just heard red fm to sms to get those passes,
and i quickly sms because i really like that movie.
(well, at least, i was mesmerized by the trailer)

 or

Isn't AWESOME?

well well well,
i can't really comment much.
for obvious reason,
i have not watch it!

***
what makes me so excited about this is that
i am about to be one of the first witness to this magical
Rise of the Guardians.

The general release date is on the 21st of November 2012,
and i would be with a whole bunch of lucky people,
watching and witnessing it at the 20th of November 2012!!
it is like, wow, super awesome!

**

i just thank the Lord for cheering me up.
this few days i had been really down.
those failure i faced during my car license test kept on haunting me.
for no reason, i lost appetite,
and i keep on being sad, moody, and lifeless.
but i thank God for not forgetting His lonely and poor child.

Yes, i believe this is no coincidence.
of course i embrace coincidence,
but that's like just being happy instead of being joyful.
being joyful just simple means being happy for a long time
with a very good reason.
and in this case, i am joyful,
for He had no forget me,
but still caring and looking out for me,
even though i may a jerk sometimes.
and that is LOVE.

HOW GREAT THOU ART
HOW DEEP THOU LOVE
THAT NONE CAN EVER COMPREHEND
THE SACRIFICE THY MADE FOR US

*

i promise i'll update you on my thoughts and feelings 
after watching that movie.
for now, i love to share with you some beautiful pictures of the movie.
All of these are my cup of teas,
as i am a HUGE fan of the magical,
the mythical and the extraordinary science-fiction movies.
i think i'll set some of the best to be my wallpaper for my desktop,
Facebook cover, and heck! my mobile wallpaper! 

Rise of the Guardian, here i come!!!















Ciao!



Monday, November 12, 2012

what is chemistry?


I've always been very super curious
of how people react to certain question.
And so I did an experiment.
I asked something on Facebook. 
I am proud to share my results with you guys. Enjoy.
**

DON'T REFER TO ANY SOURCE, BOOK OR SEARCH ENGINES AND TRY ANSWERING THIS QUESTION IMMEDIATELY.

what is chemistry?

A: a subject tat can kill one's brain cells .-.-

B: chemistry lar ==

C: chemical science, research on how the world be.

D: something make me cry?

E: The study on the properties, structure, relationships and reactions of atoms.... I forget part of it 

F: knowledge~

G: The study of atomic stucture~

H: what is that? can eat?

I: Study of atomic structure and its properties ? haha

J: his 1 is form 4 syllabus xD. 

K: knowledge that can improve our human's life?

L: Chemistry is study of things that is closely related to our lives. 

M: a study of the structure of the atoms and molecules , their chemical and physical properties and their relation (chemical reaction)

N: Studies that deals with matter, chemical, reaction between matter. Btw, I'm not taking chemistry now lol

O: a subject that has to be taught by Pn Sunita

P: Love between two people. IDK but that's the first thing that entered my mind, haha.

Q: chemistry, only for humans... 

R: A study of reactions between two compunds

S: Hmm...What's chemistry? Can i eat it? lolololol

T: Study of chemicals? HAHA :B

U: Chemical study

****
So much so that we can see from the only one simple word,
 'chemistry',
we can see how people's reaction.
Different REACTIONS to a same situation.
Isn't fascinating?
Well, that's what so special about us, humans.
Indeed God has wonderfully and fearfully made all man
in His own image.
We are not complex-animals.
We are not the evolution of some stupid apes.
We are certainly not some junk that live a pointless life on earth.

Each of us is special.
Look of yourself.
We humans are not like mathematics equation,
where 1 + 1 =  2
No!
When given the same situation,
same condition,
same time restriction,
and same question,
we reply DIFFERENTLY.
That's because we are all different.
No one is the same kind.
Every one is ONE kind.
Yet, everyone is of its different kind.

Well, if you are more into detail,
you can see some people just joke around,
(giving quite idiotic answers)
some people are serious and straightforward,
(giving quite educated answers)
some people are very creative,
(giving the non-scientific definition of chemistry)
and some people are just plain honest,
(telling others they hate chemistry rather than answering the question)
and also some people with no logic
(giving answer not relevant at all or whatsoever).

BUT HEY!
THAT'S NOT A BAD THING!
instead,

it is a wonderful thing!

That proves we are not robots.
we have feelings.
we have our own opinions.
we have our own thoughts.
we are all different.
we all have the rights.
we are fearfully and wonderfully made
specially by God.
that makes us humans.
that makes this world so interesting.


 
we are special.  
i am special.
are you special?


hope you enjoy!
please comment and give some feedback!
i hope to do more interesting research on man's behavior.

Ciao!


   
 

:)