i don't mean that FIRST TIME !

NO PICTURES AVAILABLE?

you got to be kidding me.

isn't that A picture?

Well, thanks reader, but not what i intended to put up.

my intention was FIRST TIME.

This is the case.

~ ~ ~

I just enjoyed my best evening with my friends

last tuesday

watching Rise of the Guardian.

If you read my previous story, 

i talk a great deal about it.

*

Anyway, what i intended to talk

is about

FIRST TIME.

my first time.

now don't get me wrong,

because this is the not that

you-know-what-that-first-time means.

I hate it but, i have to specific.

I had my first time winning something on a radio contest,

i had my first time watching a 3D movie,

and i had... bla bla bla...

OKAY. 

you'll most probably be bored to death 

and ignore my story if i'd continue on.

***

heck

BEING SPECIFIC IS BORING!

Why?

because it leaves no room for creativity.

no room to imagine.

no chance to day dream.

A is A, and B is B.

1 is 1 and 2 is not 3.

i admit,

i love science

which is knowledge.

but i love arts too.

i love randomness.

irregularity.

no rules or strings attached.  

FREE-dom.

and... you don't really get free-dom by being specific.

***

this is what you get when you're not being specific to .. Google.

I surf Google Image for

my first time

and what do i get?

NONSENSE

CRAP

NOT MENTIONING SEX

AND ....

well, pictures say a thousand word.

just take a look.

(and this in only the first page of results of searching  my first time in Google Image)

   

this

 

this

and this

and....?

 and that

OMG. vulgar. 18PL!!

sorry i cannot put up here

and etc. 

**

So what's happening?

this world is so polluted

even my slightest naiveness

will be devoured by this... temptations?

so i had to be specific

to Google Search

typing in 

first time having fun with friends

to get this

never mind the poker

****

As a science-biology student,

i was taught to be specific.

but somehow,

i just feel that

"yea, we need to be specific, in some areas,

but not everywhere."

otherwise,

you'll be boring.

and... 

that's kinda sad.

i love the randomness of life

embracing coincdence

and just going to the unknown

realizing that you're not the only one

makes you wanna live even more.

Ciao!