PASSION

Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
But lend me your heart and I'll just let you fall
Lend me your eyes and I can change what you see
But your soul you must keep, totally free


Thursday, August 28, 2014

3 wise monkeys?


i miss them so much

The Japanese maxim preaches:
"See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil"

I'm a Christian. And I cannot agree more.

Christianity, is not a religion, but a relationship with God.

Christians should be practical, both in its teachings and in daily activities. Well, there are actually bible versus supporting this... see no, speak no, hear no thingy.

See no evil.
Matthew 5:29 NKJV
"If your right eye cause you to sin, pluck it out and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell."

Hear no evil.
Psalms 1:1 NKJV
"Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in the path of sinners, nor sits in the seat of the scornful."

Speak no evil.
Ephesians 4:29 KJV
"Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers."

So it depends how you define evil.

After all, it is your life. Your choice. You call the shots.

God has been graceful enough to give man his best freedom.
The freedom to choose.

Choose wisely. Like the three monkeys. 

Have it your way. The right way.
Whatever way, do not regret.


See no evil.
Hear no evil.
Speak no evil.

Now, who's up for an evil drink?




Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Nokia Lumia 920 music Playlist - HOW TO

Creating a playlist on Nokia Lumia 920 can be such a nuisance. Frustrating even!

White Headphones


Here's how to create a playlist on your Nokia Lumia 920 properly. Simple 10 steps.

1. On your music+videos app.

2. Click music.

3. Slide to songs.

4. Notice at the bottom of the screen, a small symbol at the left for 'select'. Click it.

5. Your list of songs appears to have small boxes at the right side of the list.

6. Tick/select songs you wish to insert into your playlist.

7. After that, click the '...' at your bottom screen. It will slide up an option of 'add to now playing'. Click it.

8. Upon clicking it, you will be brought into a new page where songs are played automatically. Pause the song.

9. Notice the '...' at your bottom screen. Click it and an option 'save as playlist' will slide up.

10. Save the playlist name by creating a name for the playlist.

Enjoy your playlist!

Hope this helps a little bit to all Lumia 920 users out there.

I read in many forums where users scold and dispute Nokia or the Windows for the lousy service.

Not to blame them. But there are flaws in every device.

There is no perfect phone. Yet. Man can be fussy.

Anyway, have fun!


Monday, August 18, 2014

Now I know...



even when i am typing this
my heart is at unease.
...
4 hours ago, i was involved in a car accident.

*
when i was younger
i said once
" i really wonder how those car accidents felt "

now i know...
*

especially when i was the driver.
...
it happened so quickly.
yet...
in that few seconds
it was as if time slowed down.
...
when i turned my head
and saw the car 
coming in my direction
my mind was in chaos.
...
" get out of the way! "
...
i tried but i could not. 
there was an old man motorist in front of me.
i could not just bang that old man.
...
 " reverse! "
but there were too many cars.
...
i could not move.
i stare at the car as it came
i saw it tried to break
smoke from his tyres
but he was  too fast
and we were too near
...
so all i could do was wait...
wait...
wait...
and see the car coming at me
nearer
and nearer
and BANG.
***
after that was so important.

accidents and mistakes happened.
it is inevitable.
but only one thing matters.
the way we handle the things that happened.

and i could never forget what i saw.
* * *
i learned two vital lessons.

1. there is no such things as being too careful

2. in all conflicts we need to calm down first
 * * *

i seriously thank the Lord because Mum was there

just a minute ago i asked why she had to follow us

i had no bad intention. i just did not want her to tired herself out.

but i thank God she followed.

otherwise i would not be able to resolve it as good as she did

the other party was mad. of course he would.

but Mum calmed him.

and things were settled.

if it was me and that angry man,

i did not know what to do.
...
I love her more than I could ever imagine.
...
after that we sent it to the workshop.
i drove.
super cautious.
...
i showed no sign of shaking.
or being afraid.
but in my heart
i was traumatized.
i was petrified.
...
my heart now is still at unease
...
my good friend L gave me a verse

1 Peter 5:7
Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.

and L said she will never believe me
when i said i'm fine
....
well that's sorta comforting...
***
i paid a price
for being careless
and curious
...
will i stop being curious
...
no
...
but instead of complaining 
i am grateful
that i could at least
still be curious
of how those victims felt
in an earthquake
in a massacre
in a robbed bank
in a typhoon
in a flood
in a persecution
...
now i know
that this world is more that it seems
...
now i know
that how they felt in a tragic accident
...
now i know
that it ain't funny or punny
...
now i know
nothing matters more than safety
...
now i know
that God had been good to me
all the time
...

now i know...
now i know...



Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Take me home Wind (The Wind Rises 2013)


The Wind Rises
Studio Ghibli anime left us once and for all
with a beautiful and meaningful film.
I had been a fan of Ghibli's fims since I was young.
For those of you out there who have not watch
The Wind Rises
please DO so.

I would love to share what I learned from it.

But first, a brief synopsis.
Read it from Wikipedia.

***
I believe I can fly

1. There are dreams just for us if only we search harder

Jiro intended to become a pilot. But was forbade due to his poor eyesight.
But he did not give up on his aviation dream. Instead he decided to design planes.

We tend to think that changing our dreams due to reality restrictions is just as bad as giving up on it. No. In this case, we need to learn to be flexible. The world do not revolve around us. So are the people living on it. We are just merely an individual who can dream big. 

Don't get me wrong. I am not suggesting you to quit dreaming. But don't just dream dream. 

Dream dreams. Much dreams. 

And sometimes, you may be amazed of how much you actually love the other one more but never realize all because you were so concentrated on one only.

Just as Jiro, he realized he wasn't totally in love of flying planes. He was in love with aviation, the field and the idea of aircraft itself. By reading the aviation magazine, he realized that there is more to aviation than just piloting. He could be an aircraft designer! And he was reassured of his choice when he dreamt of meeting Caproni, the famous Italian aircraft designer, who told him, that building planes is better than flying them. 

What am I looking at?

2. Know yourself

Five years later, Jiro is travelling to Tokyo by train to study engineering 
in the University of Tokyo.

Jiro understood his own ability and capability. He was called the genius by Kurokawa when introduced to his colleagues. So we can surely infer that he excelled in the courses related to aviation engineering such as mathematics and physics. 

This idea struck me hard as well. When I was younger, I had tons of dreams. I wanted to become a chef, a fashion designer, a comic artist, a model, a singer, an author, a doctor, a lecturer, a pianist, a musician, an actor, a famous swimmer, and so on. I think I should have an award for most ambitions kid of all time. But as I grow up, I began to know myself deeper. I can play the piano but not superb. I can draw patterns and that's it. I can sing but limited vocal range. I can cook but mostly fail. I can swim but slower. I am short for a guy so can't be a model. And the only good thing I can do with confident, is study biology and chemistry and teaching. 

So I decided to choose to be a doctor. 

Because I also soon realize I want to heal the sick. And I am serious about it. And since my qualifications allow me to do so, I decided to apply for Medicine in university. 

If I were to force myself into the career I once dream of, say, a comic artist, I would not enjoy my life much, even though it was my dream. Because I cannot draw well. Not even a face. So that's it. Comic artist will remain a dream, and nothing more. 

Some people in this world can do many things and excel in all of them, but not most of us. And it's not wrong. We can't be Jack of all trades, at least, we can be master of one, right? 

Don't just because you one dream means you have to go for that.

Look around, look again. Broaden your view. Enrich your knowledge. Know more. Who knows, you might actually fall in love with something you may never know when you were ten.

God dam it she's heavy

3. Be humble

He meets a young girl named Hahoko travelling with her maid:
when the Great Kanto Earthquake of 1923 hits,
Nahoko's maid breaks her leg, and Jiro carries her to Nahoko's family.
He leaves without giving his name.

I have personally met people who loves to brag of their good deeds. One thing you have to know is that the more you brag about your good deeds, the less goodness it lies within the deed. Instead, it might actually do the opposite. People will think you did that so-called good deed just to gain attention and not out of pure kindness. 

Jiro was depicted as a kind and humble gentleman. He knew that Nahoko was from a rich family seeing how nicely dressed Nahoko was. Yet, he chose to remain silent and did not ask for any reward after helping the girl and her maid. Some may say because he likes Nahoko. It might be true. But it might not be true as well. If Jiro really liked Nahoko at that time, he should leave a name or have her number so he could contact her. But he did not. He chose to help and leave anonymously. This action not only shows how selfless he was, but how humble he could be. And that act of humbleness attracted Nahoko's attention for him.

Just as is taught in the bible through a parable.

When he (Jesus) noticed how the quests picked the places of honour at the table, he told them this parable : 
''When someone invites you to a wedding feast, do not take the place of honour, for a person more distinguished than you may have been invited. 
If so, the host who invited of you will come and say to you, 'Give this person your seat.' Then, humiliated, you will have to take the least important place. 
But when you are invited, take the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he will say to you, "Friend, move up to a better place.''
Then you will be honoured in the presence of all the other guests.

For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, 
and those humble themselves will be exalted.'' 
- Luke 14:7-10

when can we see this to come true

4. Do all things with good intentions

He dreams again of Caproni, who tells him that the world is for the beauty of planes,
even if humankind might put them to ugly purposes.

We might sometimes blame our actions and decisions, or the things we created are put into the destruction of mankind. 

But that is not our fault. 

Man is born to do something. Not just anything, but good things. 

Alfred Nobel regretted for inventing the dynamites. It was not his fault that dynamites killed millions of people. Nobel's intention was to make good use of dynamites by exploding mountains and hills to build roads. But his invention was misused by the many evil people.

Let me say something.

Alfred Nobel had only invented dynamites on 1867. 

We had been doing pretty well in killing millions and millions of people in countless wars and battles for the last two century. Way before dynamites were even invented. So?

I strongly disagree that we should halt the progress of technology just because some morons decided to misuse them.

It's not technology we should be blame.

It's human. The evil sinner.

I don't see how us being cavemen living happily ever after.

In fact, some cave societies are cannibals.

So, in whatever we do, as long as we do it in the best intentions to serve the people and to bring peace, we are not to be blame. 

Your inventions, your actions,  your decisions will definitely yield effects. This is inevitable. Yin Yang. Cause and effect. 

Good or bad consequences depends on how we managed our inventions, our actions and our decisions.

Jiro was worried that his aircraft might aid the war. But just as Caproni said, the war will end, but I see the future, where air planes are use not to carry bombs, but people.

We are not God. We cannot stop the world from evil. The least we can do is to bring the most goodness into this world. And hope, that one day, goodness will counter and defeat evil.

wtf

5. Do not give up!

In 1932, Jiro is promoted to chief designer for a fighter plane competition sponsored by the Navy, which ends in failure. Later in 1935, Jiro succeeded in the test flight of his new prototype.

Jiro showed great determination in designing air planes. His first attempted was a total failure when the fighter jet when apart while testing. Jiro was disappointed. So he went to find Nahoko.

It is extremely normal to feel down, sad, disappointed when we fail. But only temporary. After crying it out, we must flip that page, and move on. We cannot afford to linger around that episode, and be constantly sad about it. 

What difference doest it makes even if you won the most-disappointed-person-in-the-world award? NOTHING.

Instead, we are expected to stand up again. Just as a baby trying to walk, falls, and stand back up again, falls again, but stand up again.

Eventually, we will succeed. Eventually, the baby stops falling.
We just walk. Right?

So, we must be strong. Mentally. That nothing in this world is impossible. I am not saying you try to jump off a building and start flapping so you can fly. Or asking your broom to fly. Let's be logical and sensible.

Sometimes in life, small things stumble us. You failed in your exams. Or you failed to sign that contract. Or you fail to date the girl you love. So what? DO again.

Nobody is born to be Einstein. Even Einstein fails sometimes.

Each time we fall, we gain. Each time we hurt, we learn.
Each time we lose, we gain. Each time we fail, we learn.
And in the end, we will eventually succeed.

For we lose the value of success, if it's easy to achieve.

So stay strong. Be determined (not stubborn, it's different).

And that is what I learn
from the simple yet touching story of
The Wind Rises.

Fly my love fly!




Thank You for your time.




Return Back


walking back
before i had my Lumia
i was active on blogs.
most of my stories are told
here

i still remember clearly.
it was on the 13th of May 2013
when i first bought my very own
smartphone
a Nokia Lumia 920
(now discontinued)

it was on a Monday.
school holiday i guess,
because Dad took me all the way
to Sunway Pyramid
to purchase my Lumia.

i insisted on a chilli-red cover
and i did not regret it.

mind you, my Dad did not pay a single cent.
after a year of tutoring, i managed to gather up
the amount required.
at the same time,
my friend whom we tutored the same kid
also bought her new smartphone
around that week.
hers was an iPhone 5.

we were best buddies.
and our phones became best buddies.
we never compared each others.
we shared.

i really like iPhone.
but i adore Lumia's simplicity and elegance.
and because nobody was using Nokia
all dominated by Samsung,
i just wanted to be special.
be odd.

since that day onwards,
i left blogspot alone.
until now.

 it did not mean that i lost my voice,
my stories,
my complains
after i got my Lumia.
instead, those laments were shared
with real friends.
real actual human beings
 via all kinds of social apps.
you name it
Facebook, Twitter, Whassap, ...
and the list goes on.

i even started Instagram
where all my photos and pictures are,
and all of them tell bits of my stories.
kinda works like a diary,
just with pictures.

blogging.
writing.
expressing.
it's what i do.
i have a voice.
waiting to be heard.
there are more voices in me.
all closed up.
in a closet.
right in my heart.
i find it hard to even write it down.
i choked every time i tried.
revealing it.
it's just not an option.
yet.
maybe one day.
maybe never.

in 2014, vlogging became viral.
i thought 
why not?
i gave it a try.
but failed miserably.
or maybe, i did not try enough.
but i gave up.

i wanted to vlog
the same reason why i blog.
to express me.
but words work better for me.
at least, for now.

i want to live.
i want to talk.
i want to express how i feel inside.

blogging came back to my mind.
and so,
here i am,
returning to my world.
my blog.
Shoon's stories continues...

*my dearest readers, i apologize
for the sudden disappearance