29th Jan, i'm 19th. and i have 9 candles.

hey hey

i am back

after a long coma

i finally got back to blogging

don't freak out

i didn't literally have coma

but i did have lots of 'coma'

fun coma

friends coma

food coma

fantasy coma

anyway, i decided to get back to the track

because today

i am feeling 

positively positive. 

LOL.

it's my BIRTHDAY.

haha

so... from 12.00am until 10.46pm

i have 

108 Facebook wishes.

1 Twitter wish 

24 classmates wishes

7 BFF wishes

.....

okay, make that Facebook 112.

So ya, 

i may not be a super star.

(although i dream to be)

i may not be a politician

(i am so not going to be one)

and

i may not be always right

(although i hate to admit i am nearly always right)

it's nice to have your wishes

i know it's just a simple

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

and i have no idea,

whether you really mean it or not

but 

i do appreciate that you took that

5 seconds to type it

and post it.

I had replied EVERYONE OF THEM 

with a simple

thank you :)

and i really mean it.

in my heart.

i mean, you don't need to shout it out.

or say it face to face

or buy me a gift 

to cheer me up

on my blessed day

but just accompany me

with a sincere heart

and a sincere relationship

 to make my day

MY day.

**

you know that you expose your birthday wishes

otherwise

it won't fulfill.

well, i kinda laugh at it,

but still

i hate to take the risk

of bombing away my wishes.

so i am just going to go with it.

i made 3 wishes.

which is a secret.

and i created myself

a small birthday ritual.

draw a mini cake

on a mini paper

with a mini candles on it.

be sure to only put on the candles 

according to your age with just a single digit.

and if you're 19, just like me,

then take the UNIT digit.

(eg, i'm 19, and i put 9 candles)

this is to make sure i am forever young,

in the inside

(hopefully on the outside too!)

then draw flames 

that will never burn out

so you will have your wishes coming true

next, write your 3 wishes

in the most beautiful, cute and your-style ways,

below your mini cake.

make sure you don't label them 1,2 or 3.

so that they will come as random as possible.

lastly, draw your "thing" on the paper.

anything

anything that represents your inner secret.

and you are good to keep it in a place

where you will never found it,

nor lose it.

make sure you find that place!

 so that is how you do it.

*

just lucky, or blessed,

i have a full moon tonight.

i feel so blessed.

even the Lord blessed me with a beautiful,

clear and bright full moon.

 i am certainly sure

that 2013, my 19th year,

is a good year for me.

i have no idea why,

but right now, and from the start,

i have always this positive feeling in me

that i am going to have a good year.

and thus, 

i pronounce,

that on the 29th of january 2013,

the search of my Great Perhaps 

begins!

cheers peeps!

love  you

thanks for reading.

 teehee

xD